Emotional/Verbal Abuse

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What can I say? Nothing more but a simple 'Thank you' for this article. Your insight to the mechanics of 'Shame' was like an incredible breakthrough for me.

I was so stuck with trying so hard to understand more about how his painful words could have such a bad effect on me.

Your article unleashed a 'Matrix' for me in a good way. Now I have clearer thoughts and emotions to analyze and overcome.

You have brought me a step closer to understanding where those mean things he said came from.

It was funny how you spoke about excrutiating mental pain. Those were these exact words he also used to describe his feelings in the last horrific email he sent me begging me to meet with him.

Your article allowed me a link to heal my soul by detaching myself from the verbal abuse he drilled into my soul.

I can only heal when I truly understand what happened to me and why he would say such painful things to me.I can't just walk away from the pain, because I feel the scars. I feel the scars when I talk to new people I meet. I use to be a very confident person, now I fear socializing and have to push myself hard to get out.

There is however one question that still lingers in my head, the love that I felt between us both : Was it REAL?. The only answer that comes to me when I ask myself this is : "Well, it was REAL for me". Somehow that answer is not good enough for me, because this experience has induced so much of self doubt that I can no longer trust my feelings.

I was sooo pleased to read this article of yours as I have been looking out EVERYDAY for a new article from you.

Thank you once again, I hope you are doing well.:)

magictouch

-- posted by magictouch